See, this is the reason people should be happy with what they have. 
Nothing seems to be good enough for most though...
humans in this consumerist country are fueled by their everylasting insatiable
lust and greed.  It makes me sick.  Sick to think of things
 like this.  What if I was brutally murdered tomorrow by some random psychopath?
 Granted their are plenty of weirdos in historic ellicott city.  It's a whole nation,  that is trapped in the Hungry ghost realm. 
I was in the god realm.. I truly felt that what I had was all I needed in life.   I was really happy. 
Now I don't know where I am.  Mostly I think that I am in the human realm.  I know what I want, and I do not want
 this.  Happiness in life is always is never constant, but I didn't believe that
my suffering would come in such a form