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I went to jam with isaac last night. It was a lot of fun. I think we can definitely throw down some cool stuff together.
He's got a pretty badass drum kit too. Jimmy is pretty decent at guitar as well.
how long had it been since the last I'd seen her? it seemed too long.
We went to midnight madness afterwards. I ended up at ellicott mills brewery in
OEC to have a couple drinks.
why does it eat away? is there still something there?
It's kind of funny actually. Isaac, Jimmy, and I ended up jamming out a
bunch of metallica and alice in chains covers. All of
u cant afford to get stepped on again
this went surprisingly well considering the relative recentness of the
union of these said fellows. Jimmy was singing, and
but i dont know if you can turn around again
Isaac even sang for sober while I played drums and jimmy was playing guitar.
We had no bass, because the bass had a broken
without my daughters attention i sometimes feel like i will implode
string. Overall I think it went well. I just wish we had had more time to jam... and that I had had earplugs! *cringe*
my lonely heart bleeds for you
We might jam again sunday. Having a drummer to jam with that is close by is really awesome. Maybe next time we'll have some bass. Work has been same/lame as usual. Nothing really changes. Still no announcement on this position that is coming up. I am pissed, I want out.
i want out
I just want to get out of helpdesk
i want it
I need to get out.
even if you're not there on the outsidecomments
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Winter draws a nearer. I have of course been spending way too much time on cytoplastik.com... Life has been turned upside down for me lately. I just moved to a new place a whole friggin block away. My server just really only came back online tonight. Fux0rt! The whole house has the same floorplan as the old place, but it's all arranged backwards! Kind of like a never ending episode of the twilight zone. I saw Isaac Shern(sp?) the other day, and I am planning on jamming with him. He plays drums. I haven't seen the guy since high school (5 years ago) so I am not sure what to expect.
I also saw someone else who will remain nameless that I haven't seen in a long time. I have mixed feelings about the whole event. What will the future bring? Soon I will take over the world! Mwahahahwaha.
Ahem, anyway, work has been slow the last few days, which has been pretty nice. I hate working on a helpdesk. I feel like my brain is just rotting away while I sit in front of a computer resetting people's passwords. I have been trying to become a more spiritual person, but it makes me afraid of the power I can command as myself.
I believe with the proper spiritual/philosophical awareness one can be virtually invincible. Or not. Are you invincible?comments
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This update goes out to you my dear. Today is thanksgiving, and here I sit at 2:30am worrying about you. I cannot stop my gentle heart's bleeding. My fears and sadness again peak beyond coping. Yet, I am coping. I have all but accepted my future without you.
Perhaps it just was not meant to be. In either case, I have no anger towards you. This is just what came to you naturally. So that's how it shall be. I thought I could endure the emotional distance, the pressure to keep up. But this is too much. You have pushed me away. And perhaps forever. I will not suffer any more for you. My tears have all dried. I just feel, so alone. I guess that's what makes me fear more than anything else, the lonliness. You will never come back, I know it. I can feel it. You are dead to me. Your soul has become faceless, and my face become soulless.
In my own bleeding hearts blood do I drown, alone and willing to face the death of an impermanence that I must now let go. If this be goodbye, I will always miss you. comments
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Ryan came over on tuesday, and we jammed out. Tarris didn't make it out because he's broke.
I don't know what happened to Dave, I'm not even sure what his last name is. I hope he can reimburse
me for the broken bole :(
The jam I did with Ryan is in the
music section. I have done a MAJOR
overhaul of the music section of the page, including some jams I have done with
weapons of mass destruction.
You may notice that many of the mp3s are friggin' huge. Sorry,
but that's just raw, uncut jam material of mine with
Phil
and/or Ryan.
I am planning on releasing some more
delimiter stuff once I get around to cutting it up.comments
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So we all went down to the state fair this weekend. Saw all the piggies, got on some rides, that kind of thing. Check out the pictures in the images section. Kat and I are back together. Yipee! Also, check
this out. Terribly addictive flash cartoons.
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The water runs so freely. I half expect there to be canyons on my face from it. I can't take it.
It's
destroying me.
Without psychiatric help I am doomed. There's nothing left to fear.comments
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The water runs so freely. I half expect there to be canyons on my face from it. I can't take it.
It's
destroying me.
Without psychiatric help I am doomed. There's nothing left to fear.comments
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